Get ready for this ya better be sitting down.
*ohh okay I will wait for you to be sitting down*
are ya sitting down? Okay good.

*looks up at you slowly*
"Okay hope your ready for this Because I'm Not."

Well Yeahh See I meet this wonderful and awesome guy, the new man in my life.
Thats right I have a man in my life now. I know crazy right, well thats only part of it.
He is my boyfriend and he lives very far away england far away.
And he wants to move down here into Canada Because it's awesomeness. lol
Any ways, are ya still sitting down okay good.
In oder to get him to stay down here I have
to help him with some papers. and stuff.
Witch I don't mind if fact love Because it means he will be down here.
But in oder to get those papers done right. I Ashley, Have to get my life in oder.
Ya hear that me saying I have to get my life together, wow. blows me away, what about you?

Anyway, so yeahh heard me right I'm getting my life together.
Here is a list of things I want to get done to get my life together.

1. I must get a Job
2. get my act together and start acting a little more my age.
3. save up to get down to the coast
4. Move to the coast and make it on my own down there.
5. Get things worked out with my man (as is get is Hot self down here to see me lol)
6. Then I get to live with my man (yayyyyyy) and go to Art school.

Soo Yeahh I'm sooo . . . Happy.
I will be getting all my shit together and doing something with my life. (other than dating my wonderful man)
witch will be very crazy. for me lol But I can do it.
It will take time and a lot of money and hard work, but I will be worth it.
Until Now I have always gotten by in life by luck and good friends.
So for once I want to make it on my own, and show the world
That "Yeahh I can do it" and theres nothing that the world can do about it.

I want to feel like I'm doing something with my life other than making it by to see the next day just pass me by.
and wow I'm sounding old. LOL

On an other note.
I'm sick of people thinking they can push me around and say what they want about me.
Okay just because there life is not going the way they want. I mean If ya want something work for it. Go and get it don't sit around bitching to a kind friend that has a big heart so all she will do is lessen and tell you a little of what she thinks.
Yes I'm with my one friend and boyfriend on this on "I'M SICK OF BEING USED LIKE A DOOR MAT" I hate it and I'm to caring and kind and nice and sweet to say No. So thats an other thing about myself I'm going to change with my new life Yayyyyy..... and as my man and friend say. I need to start thinking about what I want and put myself first and not everyone else. So yeah other than my MAN I love him so much.

Thats whats new with me LOL ohh yeahh lots of crazy stuff. and Yeah.
Yay for going to get my shit together and not be pushed around anymore.
It's a new world and I can wait to see how things play out, Go world of Ashleyness
Soon coming to a place by you lol maybe.